As I shared recently I have been feeling more anxious, stressed, not motivated and feeling all over the place for the last couple weeks. It kept getting worse no matter what I did to try to gain back control of my thoughts, feelings or just return to somewhat of a decent state. There was times I really worried if I was leading up to something worse like an autistic shutdown, depression again or I would just lose complete control of my functioning etc. Rather it was rational or not, it really scared me.
I am happy to share that I am feeling better. Not 100%, but my thought processing is coming back and I am a little more motivated. The weird thing is nothing really changed physical or emotional wise. In fact. this has been the most stressed out the hubby and I have been in quite some time. My mood started to improve yesterday afternoon when the hubby and I spent about an hour shoveling the drive way, walk ways and doing some outside clean up. I came in sweating my arse off, but it felt good to help the hubby (I am known to leaving all the things like shoveling up to him. lol) get a work out in and get the outside work done. I got a really good nights sleep and slept in until almost 11 am this morning, and I am feeling okay again. However throughout the past couple weeks I have overall kept up with my exercise routine, cleaning routines, applying for jobs and was sleeping decently (minus a couple of nights). I never really slowed down entirely and I didn’t take more down time than normal. So I am not sure what really changed my mood, but I am glad to slowly be getting back to feeling decent again, hopefully.
I would also like to take this time to give a huge shout out and thank you to all my followers here at my new blog. The ones who followed me to my new found blog from my old one, you have no idea how much it means to me and how excited I am to have you on my continued blogging journey. Thank you for your continued support. To the new followers who just discovered me and my blog, welcome! I am very happy to have you join me. I really appreciate it and look forward to interacting or continue interacting with all you fellow bloggers. It also confirms any doubts I had and that I made the right choice to open this new blog and leave the old one behind.
I have so many new ideas and am excited to fill this blog with a ton of content. It may just take some time and a lot of notes to stay organized, plan more things out how I want things done and how I want to add more content etc.
That’s all from me for now, I am off to play The Sims. 😃